Hey, You should obviously know who this is.
Remember you always said if I wanted to get ahold of you, there's always your deviant because you use it all the time? Well, it seems you don't but I guess i'm still taking up your offer.
I miss you, and you're still my best friend as pathetic as it is. A true friend is always a true friend.
I've thought alot, and I know alot of my issues with Jess were pety, even though honestly some STILL were only there out of overprotection of you. I acknowledge you're a big boy, though and whatever crazy shit you want to throw your heart in is your business; though if it's your body I might remark or two.
I know there's things you've lied to me about, and i've come to terms with it whether you tell me or not. I understand your fear or pride will either make you continue to lie on top of lies, avoid hurting me or just make it hard for the truth to come. I understand, i'm not going to hold you to the perfect persona I always used to, though. I know it's unfair and unrealistic.
I will always love you, though my romantic feelings for you are dead. It's to complicated, and I feel so much better without them. None the less I will always judge whoever you chose in the end, I still believe you deserve the best and should weed the shakira types out.
I hope you do get ahold of me, and i'm semi-confidant you'll pop up when you want too, I just wanted to remind you I haven't forgotten about you and things will be alot less stressful if you ever decide to have things get back to how they were.
I still care about you, Val.
You'll always care about me somewhere.
Isn't that crazy?
Well, I hope you're doing okay; bottomline.
xxx Gwen